Where to start?

So the boh mood to do work, am demotivated and so moody at work.
Not sure what to do, how to do, what to say, when to say.

When your boss instill fear in you, you will tend to feel this way.

It is such a sucky feeling, dragging your feet to work everyday. I have tried brushing this feeling aside, but it keeps coming back... and causes me to feel down and upset.

Last night I was cutting out stickers for Marcus' birthday party, felt so happy doing that...

When can I stop work leh? Or maybe switch to another job...