A poem return in kind..

I was so moved by his poem, and the turn of recent events prompted me to write this.
Personally, I am quite proud of this poem.
I hope he likes it too.

Dedicated to him

There were a few occasions where I got upset
Because my expectations were not met
Why, I asked myself is he so cold
Towards his once beloved Blue Rose

A few more instances later
Still he act as if I did not matter
Realisation dawned upon me
That he is no longer the same B

Secretly my suspicion grew
But before my intuition tells me it’s true
I turned around, and noticed someone new
She is now the one you want to pursue

From caring and loving to casual acquaintances
It is difficult to adjust under such circumstances
Especially when one is used to 100% attention
And suddenly now it drops to 0% affection

Regrets, I have to admit
There is a tiny little bit
Coupled with the many 'what ifs'
And who you are going to be with

Saddened, upset and disappointed I may be
I have to accept that you will no longer be there for me
My head tells me to continue as good friends
Yet my heart wonders if we can

Torn between my head and my heart
Sometimes the thoughts tear me apart
Should I continue to take part
Or just quietly make a depart

Until such time things become clear
I don’t think I will get too near
In fear that things might get too queer
For both of us, thus I want to make sure

As ironic as what I said may appear
But this much I am certain is sincere
Whatever happens I will be here
For to me you will always be a dear

Yeu va Om
B Sue

A beautiful poem from him to me..

A very dear friend wrote this beautiful poem to me, and I was very touched. It is the most beautiful poem I have ever received and I treasure it very much. I have decided to share it with all of you..

To Susan....

Sleepless nights and lonely days,
Awaiting for you and counting the days,
The passing of time is like eternity,
Missing the warmth that you gave me,

A moment passes not,
Without you in my thoughts,
If you'd only open this heart and see,
The constant longing ache for you in me,

No other girl have come close,
To compare with you, my Blue Rose,
Such intelligence, talent and grace,
With a kind heart and a beautiful face,

Never have I felt this way before,
Not for anyone, nor for ever more,
I want always to show you more,
You're the one person I most adore,

So tell me now and show me how,
To win your heart and make you go "wow!"
There's no one else I would rather want,
None other than Ms. Susan Tan....

I love you, Sue.

No matter wat happened in the past and no Matter what will happen in the future.