The haze is getting worse, I just got back to work today, as I was on one day leave yesterday, and behold, the consistent routine resumes itself, early morning phone call to find fault and to scold and blame.
So my daughter's homework is my sole responsibility? When it becomes convenient it is ALWAYS my fault? Why does one have to call first thing in the morning to just find fault and scold? Is there no other reason to call me? What am I? A blame fault person so that you can feel better and relinquish your own guilt and responsibility? My mornings are almost always spoilt this way, and I cringe everytime I see a phone call from you because I know you are trying to find fault and you will inevitably find a way to scold me.
Then my mum fb message me and tells me the poster at home fell down, I can just imagine my husband's reply to this, " I told you it will not stick because the wall is too slippery, I TOLD YOU ALREADY BUT YOU STILL WANT TO STICK"...
Tired, tired tired of listening to people just complaining to me only. Maybe he is right, maybe I am the problem that's why everyone complains to me, scolds me and blame me. I allow it to happen, I allow them to do this to me. I suffer and endure the complaints in hope that there is peace and harmony but the situation just gets worse, and people start to take it for granted that I am the easy target to be blamed and scolded for everything, I am the scapegoat and they can just get rid of their guilt because they have put the blame on ME!
Irritated, tired, drained, feeling lousy, annoyed, upset...